This is a song about this weird feeling I had after New Year's when things did not seem to be going the right way, and about aging.
Lyrics
So not fine
That's so not true
I'm so not fine
Looking from outside
It seems an easy ride
But trust me
That's so not good
It's so not fine
Looking from your side
May blur the view and hide
What I see
It's not all right
Living everyday like life is just a play
Is maddening
It's not all right
Dreaming every night that you will see a light
The next day
That's so not fair
It's so not right
I thought I had it coming
And now I see it's going
Elsewhere
That's so not true
I'm so not fine
Looking from this side
All seems like done and tried
Believe me